Thursday, 17 March 2016

My car does not have a rear view mirror, 'cos I never look back in life, ( or that I am broke, like really broke!)

Friday, 11 March 2016

Friend in need is a friend indeed

Friendship is the one thing that eludes me. Sometimes you are willing to craziest stuff for your friends benefit and sometimes fight over something as trivial as money. Though it is my blog title I somehow do not agree with the proverb. I find that making this statement  the universal code for friendship is just not right. I have come to this belief through a recent incident in my life. There is this friend of mine, and I happened to owe him some money. The only problem was that I was short on money at the time he needed his money back. What started as a polite conversation turned into a heated situation. He got angry with me and asked me to arrange money at any cost. As you would imagine, I couldn't. I kept hiding from him as I wanted to avoid any kind of uncomfortable conversation. But I did run into him, and then something totally unexpected happened. Instead of getting angry on  me he simply told me that I should have talked to him. When I explained my situation he told he would arrange the money from elsewhere and told me I could have avoided this whole fiasco by simply talking. I understood a new thing about friendship; it is all about being cool with each other. If you can't help a friend at a bad time doesn't mean you are a bad a bad friend, it simply means you are human not perfect.

I am still not sure whether I proved something hear, its more of a rant or a monologue, but thanks for reading through my feelings ;-)

Wednesday, 9 March 2016

Epiphany needed!


They say the best way to  be an excellent dancer is to let go of your body and be one with the song. I believe this similar idea applies to poetry and that worries me the most. I have written several poems, but somehow they I am not proud of them. I feel my mind is tied up with a metaphorical chain which has also imprisoned my feelings. I feel like I'm writing worthless rhyming words at the end of sentences.  But I know I'll have an epiphany, and then there wouldn't be just words....

Tuesday, 8 March 2016




I've made mistakes
Placed my life on many stakes
But one mistake was heinous
Which to my conscience is treacherous

The mistake of holding back my feelings
Love could have caused a number of healings
But I let her go
To suffice my stupid ego

She was right there
Give her soul away for me to bare
But I had my greed to suffice
I had brought our relationship to thin ice

Wealth of her family was all I saw
And she thought our love had no flaw
I made her beg for love
Not even fearing the almighty above

I made her choose between her family and me
I was committing a crime I didn't see
She had no choice, she cried
Before she jumped off the creek and died

It all happened fast
I told myself the guilt wouldn't last
But I can't forget that lifeless face
That wanted for nothing, but my embrace

Now I only cry every single night
Wanting to choke myself tight
As I can't forget that one mistake
Of sin it makes me rake

I starve for her forgiveness
But now she lost in the wilderness
And I'm bestowed with a deserved curse
I can't find the wealth of love in any universe

Thursday, 3 March 2016

Hi friends, I am Dhairya Joshi. I aspire to be a good poet, writer and filmmaker in my life. I will be using this blog to publish my works and entertain your criticism. Here and there I might also write a few vanity cards (totally inspired from Chuck Lorre). Sweet Chaos are two combined words that describe my life. I hope you would heartily partake this journey with me. I assure some sweet chaos for you too!!!