New beginnings <3

A new love is blooming. Endless impossible dreams are now showing hope. It isn't just winter. It is the season of new beginnings. It's not about me, it is about us now. There is confusion, there is infatuation. All kinds filmy things a filmmaker like me would want. All annoying romantic things that used to elude me are now a part of my daily routine. All insecurities are now coming up in my brain, but the heart wants what it wants, and it is her and only her. I feel lost at times, things seem to go fast now, I'm also a bit scared. Although, despite all this drama I have someone special finally and for now that is all what matters. Isn't that what we all long for?

Little things (cover)

https://youtu.be/ihF0hoAvOVk

My first "good" English cover

Listen to Little things by ONE DIRECTION (cover) by Dhairya Joshi #np on #SoundCloud https://soundcloud.com/dhairya-joshi-304351448/little-things-by-one-direction

The Superlative Proposal

When I was the weakest
Your love made me the strongest
When I was the saddest
You were the one who was the kindest

In the world I'm the luckiest
Coz you make me the happiest
You happen to be the prettiest
And you make me laugh with jokes wittiest

You are my everything
Without you I'm nothing
So lets be together for eternity
As the magnitude of our love is way past infinity

Shortlived Romance

She was in a different school

But her attraction still made me drool
But nothing was possible
To her my feelings weren't even audible

She had a muscular boyfriend
Whom I didn't want to offend
Coz he'd give me a sprain
If he took a look in my brain

But she was in my tuition class
Maths, for this reason I could never pass
I couldn't stop looking at her
Her surroundings were a mere blur

So I decided to take a chance
Try to woo her with my amateur romance
I got her a lot of chocolates the other day
I had to get her, in any way

But at the door my bad luck rang

The chocolates were seen by the entire girl gang
They devoured all the chocolate
I looked at the floor contemplating my fate

So I spent all my pocket money
And still didn't taste any honey
This was my embarrassing affair
I pray to god these are rare

The Embarrasing Situation

the embarrassing situation

i was chatting with dis pretty gal
Though she was just a pal
i was flirting with her
she knew i was kidding with her

I was also chattin with my girlfriend
Our lovley chat was supposed to end 
I wanted to make it romantic
B'coz I am a poem fanatic

I typed 'My world lies in your eyes,
There is where my soul lies'
But then there was a little error
My heart was filled with terror

I had written it to the other girl
My mind had began to swirl
The girl asked weather I was drunk
At the moment my heart totally sunk

i felt i had done unforgiveable crimes
I typed in'sorry' a hundred times
But the girl was very merciful
she forgave me and said my poems were beautiful!!!

Closure

Closure can do two things, give you satisfaction or be a bitch if you don't get it. I still haven't got my closure for something that happened ages ago. It hurts me when its brought up, puts me in a turmoil. What I have learned its best to let it go. Closure is not something you achieve and it is totally useless to pursue it. It would just hurt you more.
Its just best you let it go. I'm trying it step by step and it is working. It will help you too.